Right now.... Sitting in C. Springs airport.
So sad to leave my parents... :(
Another tearful goodbye. Had plenty of those last night as I bid my darling PW's, and my love Billy farewell, and plenty of that this morning as I said goodbye to my brother and sister.
I hate goodbyes. :'(
Yet, in the midst of it, I'm calm.
As I sit here, a sense of loneliness creeping up on me, I feel at peace. I'm so glad to have absolutely nothing but my Lord waiting for me in Hawaii. I'm excited that He's numbered my days and planned my future from the beginning, seeing all of this taking place and knowing before I was even born, that I'd be entering this stage of my life at this time.
I'm excited for these next 6 months. I'm excited about being surrounded my like-minded people, living in complete freedom to worship my God and draw closer and closer to Him.
I'm going with such great expectations. I'm not setting aside these six months just for nothing, I'm planning on being worked on hard.
I want to be ruined with His love so no other will ever be enough.
I want my heart to be the altar and His love to be the flame.
I'm so grateful for the opportunity and for the friends and family who are covering me with prayers for safety, comfort, and nearness of the Lord.
I can't wait for whats yet to come... as far as growing more in Him and having the separation deepen my relationships with the people I love back at home.
Next time I post::::::::: I'll be in Hawaii. :)
Praise Jesus.
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